Religion Where

oh god, where are we now? we seem to have lost all that we stand for. what are we doing here? what are we striving for? we are all walking blindly into the dark. is there something we are meant to follow, do or achieve? or are we just meant to survive? we walk aimlessly, step by step, following those before. practicing that what was told and preached. but we are not sure anymore. there is too much hurt, hate and violence to believe you still exist. we are watching lives, morals and values crumble everyday. and people still preach as though you are the one who will save. save us all. or at least the chosen few. the ones who fear the wrath of not listening. but there are millions who feel the wrath of a few who make this place hell. they dont know anything but suffering. yet you sit and watch, never intervene. cause faith is what gets us through. the thought of something better. an eternal bliss. a happy ending, but if you cant show any bliss now then why should we believe that there is something to hope for? why should we trust the word of men, written over time, that someone or something amazing will take care of us. when he cant even take care of us now? why should we devote our lives to servitude, when we cant even get a glimpse of who we should serve? maybe the times are changing. maybe we have outgrown the mentality. but its still hard to believe that you are a father. what kind of father would sit and watch his children bleed? without laying down a hand to try and stop it. he works in mysterious ways. true. ways that i will never understand. and to be honest, ways that i will never try to. way too much pain and suffering has been devoted to gods. gods that have never given the time to show themselves to the face of man.